You call what you see ‘rigid and permanent,’
all I can see is me.
So fuck you for judging,
for pointing out the blemish
because I never wanted to take it back.
So here I am so ‘concrete and permanent’
pouring more wet cement
smoothing it out
to write the rest of me
with out the slightest desire to please you.

Through the darkness of night, I felt not in vein
As I looked up to the stars and whispered your name
At a loss of intention, my mind wandered to thee
I stopped and I smiled and let it roam free
I thought of the times we stood locked in embrace
And your beautiful smile, that lights up your face
Your [...]

one more thing to give us character
a fight in the oddest sense
He never meant for us to fight with computers…
with written frustration
the clicks of a phone line
crackled by some distant trucker’s cb
a distorted sigh fades away
did she just hang up on me?
fighting with computers
packet switching and tcp/ip
is this what love is for?
some trucker’s cb,
“you’ll always [...]

I can say I’ve moved on
Until were both sick of it
I can lie to you and myself
Change my views
Change my life
But the one thing I need to change
I can’t and I never will be able to
My heart’s with you
I can’t change that
I’ve tried for two years now
I’ve gone off the pills
Picked up the bottle
But still [...]

Walking down broom street with our hands in our pockets.
We’d point and laugh and stare at what we didn’t understand.
Time ticks by and time will fly while we’ve been wasting time.
Trying to explain just who we are.
Then you’d look at me,
Saying, “You wouldn’t like me when I’m alone.”
“I guess I’ll have to stick with you [...]