This late hour’s got me looking
outside my room
toward your window
When a week ago, it would have been
lighted up
And you, possibly, could have been looking back
But even when you were here, that didn’t happen very often
And still, I’ll keep the curtains open
Just in case, for a minute there,
you forgot that you moved away.

You’ve got that look upon your face that says
You’ll never learn.
And you’ll pull up those panties of yours
Lick your lips, pick up your keys,
You’re out the door
You’ve got that firey look in your eyes
that somehow says hit me again
No, you’ll never learn
At least not in that state of mind,
Slipping on december’s ice
As you’re out the [...]

Sometimes you have to hit the bottom
To realize how far you’ve been falling
And by that time, it’s too late
When all those things that were so important to you
Just don’t seem to matter anymore
You’d rather live a dull life
In a shadow that’s not yours
To try and fufill needs inside of you
And fix problems you never knew [...]

when you asked me if i meant it, i did
and im dreaming right now,
this didnt happen
doctors say you’re alright,
is this what you want,
is that what you wanted,
i wish i could understand
and wipe your slate clean
give you the fresh start you need.
life becomes too real sometimes
too saturated and tainted with inhibitions
and child safe twist off caps.
I’m [...]